Tot ziens 2015;)

Just for curiosity, do you ever wonder how lost you are? In your life, in your thoughts, in the world? 

Well, in any case, never mind but, if you ever feel lost, go, escape, go somewhere you have never been before, where you can feel even more lost if possible and there, and then, close your eyes, listen to the nothingness, or to the everythingness, and shout. Cry if you need so, or laugh. Smile, why not? Let go of everything and decide what to retain. The love? The hate? Your friends? Your dreams? Your wounds? Your broken heart? Your ambitions? Your memories? Hold on to those that you decide to keep and go back, or not back, just go and find your way. Because then, it will probably be the right one and, never mind whatsoever, just don't look back, don't stumble over the same rock twice. You're beautiful. Probably and most surely you are. Besides, I know it's weird to write about this on this day of the year, the fucking 31st of December, exactly the last day of 2015 but I'm sick of all this bullshit that everyone is writing and posting nonstop. If you want to celebrate this day (which, in my opinion, lacks of any "specialness" possible), go and toast today for all the insanities you have committed this year, for all the great moments and for every time that you've rose up after a terrible fall. However, remember, don't do that because it is the 31st of December, do it because you've been such an incredible fighter during these last 365 days. Yeah, you did it. And you will do it awesomely again this next year so, get yourself drunk tonight and fuck all the pain and drawbacks that might have embittered this last year of your life. Night is yours, Life is yours. World can be yours if you decide to be there for it. 

Happy New Year 2016, Tot Ziens 2015.

Alessia Garnet

La Fageda d'en Jordà i Crespià // La Garrotxa // Catalunya